I Am Back. .

          There are three choices in life:
                                                             Give up, Give in,
                                        Or give it all you've got.

  It's almost the end of 2012. . And Haven't done a post since the beginning. There's been reasons for that.
What I thought we be, one of the best years of my life. . Well. Just wasn't.
Everything that could've happened, did.
Lots, and lots of depressing things have happened, but truthfully. We're going to skip all that, and get down to the most recent.

    I used to live up in the Lubbock area of TX. I am now, living exactly where I always wanted too.
Which is still in texas, but down by the ocean. I have my own garage loft apartment, and I'm 5 blocks
away from the beach. . Which truthfully, brings me closer to God than anything. SO that makes me happy.
Even though, I'm going through depressive stages of my life. I am growing, and I am learning.
 And I'm finding, that there's a lot more others, of all ages, doing the same.

 It's the time of the shaking. Everything, that can be shaken, will be shook. It's hard though, watching everyone go through these times. You see some you love, rise up and others. . who just stop trying.
It's tough. Heartbreaking, truly. And there are times, I want to just scream at them. . and then turn around and bawl. Love is a powerful thing. and is the greatest. But sometimes, it can bring the most pain.

 It's November, a month I have always liked. Has always, made me thoughtful and aware of my surroundings. I have been writing a lot more lately, and have started posting youtube videos of my songs!!
My channel: Tyz Lovegood 
I hope you all will go and enjoy, and subscribe to me! :) It would be nice.
  As I said, I do have my own place. And I will be posting pics of it later. I'm too lazy right now to do so. Lol.  I don't have alot of funny stuff or anything for this post, truthfully. This is just saying, I'm back. And here to start again.
 And I want to say, never regret. We go through things, make mistakes, screw up, good choices and bad, but despite all of it. . It's how it's supposed to be. Never 'what if'. It'll drive you to insanity, what you have to remember. . Is you always go for it.
 I was talking to a friend, and I told him:

Me- "You have to jump in, without your floaties on!"
Friend- "But see, you'll just go under and not come back up."
Me- "Naw, see. . That's when you learn to swim. . Or walk on water."

Just remember, our journey is not so much about being happy. .
Because, we'll be happy once we get to heaven.
Our journey is truly about proving that we are the children of God, to Lucifer.Whatever it takes.
So what good times, and good memories, and happiness you recieve. .
 Always, relish and cherish them. God gives them to you, take them and hold on. Be humble. It's what's gonna keep you going.

I will Posting more posts, an probably from my phone. . since I have a kewl phone now that can do that! Haha, love you all MeHearties, take care and God Bless!
Swyl!
~Tyz